Another Loss

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How much loss is a family supposed to endure? Just asking!

This afternoon, my son called. He and his wife had been for their first ultrasound of their 5th child, due in September. He told me that the news was not good. The baby was the perfect size for the first trimester, but there was no heartbeat. He was devastated. They were both looking forward to this baby and he/she was going to be their last, as age was becoming a factor, especially for Mommy.
I am feeling sad for them this evening. I know that God has a plan for them, and a new baby at this time must not have been in His plan. So we will all go forward, accepting this, but left wondering that age old question...why?

They have an appointment with my daughter-in-law's OB doc on Monday to decide what happens next.

To me this seems like history repeating itself in some manner. 49 years ago, my wife and I lost our first son. He was a full term, perfect little boy, but sometime during the delivery process, his little heart stopped beating. All of today's new technology might have saved him, but even ultrasound hadn't been invented yet. So many changes, but not in nature.

Until next time,

JF

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  1. CurleyFebruary 15, 2019 at 6:10 AM

    I know today will be hard for all of you. I am praying for you today.

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